m not sure whether i should post this story or not.... what u felt when u get a message from your ex at 3 am on his wedding nite?? nak show off or what.... Waa teruknya sangkaan buruk makandak kali ni....
kami berkawan sangat lama since Ramadhan ke-2 tahun 2005, sori ya tarikh masehinya dah tak ingat daaaaaa, setahun, 2 tahun, 3 tahun just keep counting, seorang, 2, 3 org do approached me during that period but i just said i do have somebody special already, my cousin even try to match me with somebody with good reputation, senior manager to one public listed company, ask for my photo but i refused.... m keep waiting n waiting for the proposal that never came.
my ignorant may b for the sake of luv that i felt for him...... i do admit every time i do istiharah asking for Allah guidance, i always end up with nightmare .... mimpi buruk about us. Yeah that petanda that he is not the one..Till i make my own decision to broke up in late 2008 after my 2 younger sister getting married, the decision that i wont regret, mudah-mudahan Allah memberi makandak jodoh yang lebih baik, tidak d sini, Insyallah d akhirat nanti. Ameen.
and today is his wedding day, ironically he is getting married to daughter of my Jiran.... to him & new wife, happy wedding, semoga bahagia dunia akhirat.
